I hope you find her Nick and bang out a couple kids. You would make a good dad and it's a good life.

Most of these selfish macho men here are a bunch raised by single moms.
Real life little darlings with mommy issues.
Spent their childhood laying in bed awake listening to mommy getting murdered in the room next door.
Night after night they cried themselves to sleep.
Because of it they are afraid of commitment and having their own kids.
They justify this by their own selfishness.

Listen to them.......they will tell you how cool they aren't if you pay attention.