Hang in there wit--I was in the same position as you a year ago. The day after I was on the water with John Koenig and a buddy--It was truelly a good remedy for the depression was laffin my arse off. As well the visions of big nates in my and becoming a fish bum (more than I already am I guess). Driftboat was hooked camping gear was packed, food, and the phone rang. "Would you like your job back?" I was bummed again. Well ya know. So my trip was only a couple days.