Thank God for that! Compared to the alternatives even she looks good. But of course you're flat out in love and infatuated with and by her. I really think you need to call her up and get it over with. I'm sure she'll reject you but it's always worth a try Hank. Just think Hank, you, Viagra and Hilary's beard rubbing up against your n#@sack. Oh life is good when one has a place to vent on knuckleheads like you and some of your allies on this site. (Of course there are very few.)