for a good while I was afraid to go into the woods alone, in the last couple years I have been able to overcome that. As far as those feelings go, yes they are fresh in my mind, life changing event, I will always remember those feelings but I have not felt it again like I did that day, it's the most afraid I have ever felt and also the most alive, it was like my senses were intensified 100 times over, it's like I was being totally overwhelmed with bad feelings, like it was just piled on. I was feeling like the world was closing in on me and everything was ending, like time was over and there was just dread.