That's because you mistake which definition is appropriate......
awe·some
[aw-suhm] Show IPA
adjective
1.
inspiring an overwhelming feeling of reverence, admiration, or
fear; causing or inducing awe: an awesome sight.
2.
showing or characterized by reverence, admiration, or fear; exhibiting or marked by awe.
3.
Slang. very impressive: That new white convertible is totally awesome
and now "fear"
fear
[feer] Show IPA
noun
1.
a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger,
evil, pain, etc., whether the
threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid. Synonyms:
foreboding, apprehension, consternation, dismay,
dread, terror, fright, panic, horror, trepidation, qualm. Antonyms: courage, security, calm, intrepidity.
2.
a specific instance of or propensity for such a feeling: an abnormal fear of heights. Synonyms: phobia, aversion; bęte noire, bogy, bogey, bugbear. Antonyms: liking, fondness, penchant, predilection.
3.
concern or anxiety; solicitude: a fear for someone's safety.
4.
reverential awe, especially toward God: the fear of God. Synonyms: awe, respect, reverence, veneration.
5.
something that causes
feelings of dread or apprehension; something a person is afraid of: Cancer is a common fear.
I personally picture "awesome" as "jaw-dropping"......which is what my initial reaction to that tatoo was.
