Stew, at what point to you grow up and be a man!! You whine and cry in public like you need a constant pat on the back, come on dude, wake up and CHILL OUT, HAVE FUN.

No one is against you I hope, but don't carry a chip to the next hole. Elbows and chins get rubbed, shrug it off and cast again.
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There is a Creator for all this Beauty !