Gary, Sorry to hear of your loss. I didn't know your bro but remember all the hunting & fishing pix in your photo albums. All I could say would be to remember all those good times. My brother is my best hunting & fishing partner & I have got both my brothers into their 1st deer, elk, & steelhead. Those are family memories that last forever that started with our dad. I'm sure you are starting great outdoor memories with your kids too. Time will heal the sadness & if you want to go for a drift give me a call. Take care. Roger