Merg, you just don't get. Dude you don't have to play superman, or any other super hero today. Put your cape away and give yourself a break please! This should be a time of reflection. A time for looking back to see what didn't work, and what did work, so that next time the outcome can be different. This is not about who wins or loses. It's OK to be human. That's what we have been trying to tell you all along. You don't have to know everything there is to know in the Universe today, and that's OK. You are the product of your experiences for a 21 (?) year old, and that's OK! You don't have to know everything there is at this stage of your life. Relax, take a deep breath, and try saying, "Wow", compared to the scheme of things, I don't really know S.H.I.T. It takes a lot of weight off and your shoulders, and gives you permission not to have to act a script, thats written for Clark Kent of Indiana Jones. That's OK! That's Humility! Saying I was wrong in my assumptions is humility. Not having to be perfect is humility. Willingness to take a personal inventory of one's own actions is humility. I hope I cleared up any confusion for you, of my understanding of humility, and how it relates to your situation.

Again, it's OK to be human. Try giving yourself a break. No need to prove how cool you are, because we all got that a long time ago. Your cool man! Your cool with me anyway. None of us are perfect.

Now stop with the uncool stuff and get back to the kool stuff, like learning and taking advice when it's better than your own.

Easy!