thanks marsha that was very eloquently put, and explained. here is something brewer has never done before, explain why brewer is the SOB he is today. i never share my upbringing. so i will share a story.

being a bed wetter as a young man, my mother was getting frustrated with me. she severely spanked me, telling me i was lazy. my own brothers nicknamed me Piss. this all hurt me very much. being young it took its emotional toll on me and began the course to where i am today. finally one morning after another pulling off the wet clothes spanking my mother tried a new tactic. while i was brushing my teeth my mother got out some paper and wrote in big brite letters. "i'm a bed wetter" she pinned it to the back of my starwars jacket. this tactic was to humiliate me to the point of stopping the bed wetting. being still young i knew this was going to very imbarrassing. then she walked me to school..... no kidding. walked me to my class. the razzing i got was bruttal. being a junior in high school was rough already for me.

things like this damaged me .