Wow Parker, you just went totally Fritz Perls on stlhead.

Fritz Perls was a therapist who said you don't need thousands of hours and dollars to get well. He would sit you down, strip away all of your personal BS that kept you from acknowledging who you really were and how you screwed yourself up. This took one therapy session. A few people committed suicide after their therapy session with good ol' Fritz.

Bottom line, I hope Fritz collected up front.

Hang in there stlhead, but if you do anything rash, I would be happy to maintain any fishing gear you might leave behind.