nah, im just such a impressionable person that people like me and i have alot of friends... and at one time, alot of pets as well... is what it is... im only dangerous when i get mad, and even then, never careless...

i talked to him last night, he seems pretty up beat, says he feels fine... i guess there was no damage to his heart at all, which is incredible... even after flatlining 6 times... he is staying at my brothers house for a few days and has to go back to the doctor a few more times for tests and such...

my brother however, i think is scared sh!tless, i could hear it in his voice last night... our dad basically died there, and im sure he doesnt want to go through that again, especially with his father in law.... he was supposed to go on a charter trip to Bouy 10 tommorow, but he cant now obviously... im sure he doesnt care much about that tho...

anyways, this type thing should make everyone think, you never are granted tommorow, you arent even granted 5 minutes from now... make sure you let the people that you care about, know that you care about them... because you never know when it will be the last time you have that opportunity... its not a game, its life, and its real... theres no re dos if its "game over", no re sets, no start overs...

i think i may hit the river, you guys have a good day...