Robert,

I feel ya man. Steelheading is a rollercoaster disease with high and lulls. Ive tried to concentrate on other things (little one(s) will do that to ya) but i always relapse. Lately, ive felt like i did when i was a kid. A 6 pound hatchery fish twisting and bending in the current feels magical and i appreciate the disease that much more for some reason. Guess "getting healthy" for awhile will do that to ya. Vedder always had a saying "having it bad" and he nailed it. Theres no cure for this guy, im stuck with it. Dont get to down on yourself, its contagious around these parts and alot of guys got it.