actually, i said "maybe i should just hang myself", and people took that as me saying i wanted to....

what i meant, is that maybe the people here wanted me to do that....

i also have had friends that have killed themselves... my friend Maynard 4 or so months ago blew his head off in front of his ex wife because his cousin lied to the police and said he did something he didnt do, with his record, he would have gotten life in prison....

so he did what he had to do i guess...

my life is fine....