you are tring way to hard to convince people of your situation and how you justify it.
I to came from apoverty stricken home but instead of going out and doing something illegal my parents (both)worked two jobs to feed there family.
I can admit I do very well now for myself and my family but speaking from past expierences your B.S'n the wrong group.
You took your lumps now end the post
I will not however hold the past against you and hope fellow posters will not either.
do right by your family and set a good example for your kids earn the hard way not the wrong way