Sad as hell.

Zach, I am sorry you had to say goodbye to your friend like that.

I had a good friend die on the river but I wasn't there at that time and I constantly wonder what it looked like and how it went down but than again actually being a witness has to be a lot tougher.

It is good that you can talk about it Zach and don't be angry. Nobody and I mean nobody is getting out of here alive. It is better to thank God for knowing him than be angry at God for taking him away.