Thank you everyone so much. It means the worl to me at this time of need to know you are all there praying for me. It has been 24hrs since i lost him, and it seems like it just happened. I didn't know a full grown man could cry so many tears. I miss him, so very very much. They say time will heal all wounds, WELL I HOPE THEY ARE RIGHT! this is hell. Thanks again for all the prayers. Steve.
P.S. WHEN DO I WAKE FROM THIS NIGHTMARE!