Glo,
My dad is still alive,but my 18 year old son was killed in a car wreck in january of 98.He was just starting college on a Baseball Scholarship and he loved to fish.I still have his favorite fishing pole with the last lure he tied on it out in my shop in a very special place.I am at peace with his passing.I promised I would never second guess GOD and I don't.I fondly remember him everytime I am on the water and it seems to make every trip just a little more special. Best wishes from me to you and your family and thank you for sharing with us your pain because we all have or will have to go through it sometime.Peace,lester