Reluctant or not, you knowingly voted for a convicted felon, a known liar of monumental proportion, a charlatan who believes he is never, never wrong, a treasonous traitor who tried to overthrow a free and legal election, a far more likely than not rapist, a grifter who uses the power of government to enrich himself and his buddies, a racist POS, and a host of other negative attributes I don't recall at the moment. Pretty low bar to secure your support, so yeah, a ball washer.

Therefore, Charlie Kirk is the least of things I'm concerned about.