Don't get your panties in a bunch Salmo I get it...

It's difficult to admit to yourself that your entire career was based on lies, and that you actually assisted in the demise of wild fish which is contrary to what you thought all along.

with that being said I am sure the little voice in your head was telling you the truth but due to "life in America" you were forced not to pay attention. If you are like me the system tries to destroy you and truth be told there are just very few people that are as good as me.