Think of it more like I am that little anoying itch that wont go away, that intuition that you keep ignoring that is telling you everthing I have said is on its way.

Spelling and grammer? really?

Look, wake up and pay attention, there are people that are going to be relying on you and if you dont have your head on straight you are no good to anyone including yourself. You have time to prepare yourself, mentally prepare yourself for the worse, think its going to be 10 times worse than you can imagine and start mentally preparing for that. Put yourself through scenerios and how you would react, put yourself through every possible scenerio you can imagine, make yourself mentally ready.

If your mind is not right no amount of preps will help you.