oh and you want to know something?

throughout my life, ive always spent all my money when i got it, and would go broke... just blow blow blow...

well, after the hell i have experience, i saved up a grand at first, then it went to 2 grand, and i said i would NEVER go below that... that was over 3 years ago that happened... paid 1k for the down payment on the Caddy, still had 2k left...

never went below...

kept saving, got up to 5k, and said i would NEVER go below that, which i did go under it by 200 bucks when i paid for the Jeep 3 weeks ago, but, im above it once again....

basically what i told myself, is that i would NEVER be in the position we were in 5 years ago... and i wont ever be... ever....

man up....