Originally Posted By: Evo
oh and you want to know something?

throughout my life, ive always spent all my money when i got it, and would go broke... just blow blow blow...

well, after the hell i have experience, i saved up a grand at first, then it went to 2 grand, and i said i would NEVER go below that... that was over 3 years ago that happened... paid 1k for the down payment on the Caddy, still had 2k left...

never went below...

kept saving, got up to 5k, and said i would NEVER go below that, which i did go under it by 200 bucks when i paid for the Jeep 3 weeks ago, but, im above it once again....

basically what i told myself, is that i would NEVER be in the position we were in 5 years ago... and i wont ever be... ever....

man up....

It's really none of my business; How do you earn this money ? If I was in your shoes I sure wouldn't buy 2 rifles ( assemble ) for 2k, instead I would give your Mom and GF a thousand each. I just don't how you could look at yourself in the mirror each day. I know losing your Father at a young age must have been hell, do you think he would approve of your outlook on life...from what you have said about him, he sounds like he was a go getter. You're still fairly young to make him and your Mom proud. Hope a fraction of this sinks in. Not bashing you, just trying to add a spark. Good luck Bud.

P.S I don't see any reason for you to be banned. Most of us including myself have seen and done worse things here.
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