It's gotta be the time of year... I'm actually goin through the exact same thing now, at least she let me keep my gear. I know that most of you don't know me at all, except for those VERY few I have met on the rivers, but I can say that all the pics and videos you all got on here help take the mind off of things, and a select few really good friends seem to help too. I guess this just proves, no matter what happens, it's happened to someone else before you. Oh well, I'll go back to being quiet now.