Wishful thinking on your part Todd. I wish I could go back to being ignorant, I wish I would have never seen a bigfoot and I wish I had never been a cop, If either of those things would have not happened to me I could live in the same dream world that you do.

Unfortunately for me a chain of events over about a decade, caused me to investigate some things and turn over a few stones which led me to where I am now. Going back is not an option and frankly its better to know than not know, because of it I have found out many more things which have helped many of my friends and family.

What I have seen/uncovered has re-ignited my faith, it showed me that we don't know anything that we think we do, we try to explain things that are completely outside our comprehension and in doing so we are misleading everyone. The secrets and answers are in our past not in our future.