you say that like you are some kind of superior designer...

LOL..

and i never blamed anyone, i never even complained about any of it, or even said anything about any of it till people like you started piping off about it...

and there are plenty of people in my position and in worse positions, but if that makes you think you are better then them, well again you are full of sh!t...

you try to clown on me because i wont go beg someone for help, and am trying to do everything on my own...

i dont beg for sh!t John, never have, never will... if i want something, i get it, and some things take longer to obtain than others... but atleast i can say ive done it on my own, rather than ride someones coat tails and act like i accomplished everything in my life on my own like your fake ass friends do, and probably you too...

go get laid John, then come back and talk sh!t to me... better yet, go fishing ya old goat fvckin wannabe...